The end of Satan.![]()
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Evan looked across the firelit living room at Doc Steffax.
"Come on, Doc. Psychology is one thing, call it the science
of human behavior, but you're a professional writer just like
I am. I mean, you guys come across like an elite group of scientific
prophets. All your tiresome pages on the perfect people who are
going to live in the wonderful societies that you will construct."
 
Doc frowned as he turned his heavy features from the window and
the hail rattling against it. "My written work is based on
repeatable experiments. I don't approve of popular guess work.
Man is his behavior only. The inner self and personal identity
most of you fiction-writer types value - these are only illusory
center points for organizing and directing human behavior."
 
Evan's boyish face grew intense in the flickering light. "My
brain ticks in the old-fashioned way. I study behavior through
an experiment called life, and I reflect on it through another
experiment called fiction. People are sensual, they love pleasure,
Doc. That's the nature of things and you're missing it. The self
is an electric point of ecstasy - we live to feel life. The explosion
of images, sounds and ideas we take in from art, literature, movies
and so on - it's a sensual thing just as much as sex and drugs.
We're addicted to life and to our own creations. We are what we
enjoy. Even writing is a sensual experience, because writing is
making the language of thought into pleasurable images."
 
Doc's armchair creaked as he leaned forward. "If you're
on about literature you must know I favor a pure and responsible
literature that reinforces society's values. Modern writers are
involved in everything except healthy storytelling. You people
have jumped in over your heads, and only to come out with the
sad belief that we're all junkies being shuffled about in a meaningless
machine world. The benign big-brother state that is your new devil
isn't really so bad at all."
 
"Yeah," Evan said, dropping his large blue eyes. "Here
I thought we'd died and become irrelevant like the poets, but
you say we're messing with everything but storytelling. It's easier
when you're lost like the poets, you can live in fantasy like
the old prophet up the road. Say, I just had a thought. Maybe
it'll give you self-perspective. The eyes of the world are over
us now. What do they see? They see two cottages and a log cabin
on a snowy mountain. I own the first cottage because I'm evil
Evan Marsen and I'm writing a novel that's sure to further the
corruption of the younger generation. Up in the cabin there's
the crazy old prophet, an evil throwback with a weirdview instead
of a worldview . . . but now the evilest music begins as they
get a close-up of you, Doc. That's because even though you think
you're a savior of mankind, there are many people who think you're
the most dangerous guy alive - the man who sold the planet a powerful
new science of behavior modification that will eventually erase
the human spirit."
 
Doc Steffax remained as cool as stone. "You're addicted
to emotional behavior; you like to dig nasty reactions out of
people. I can live without the eyes of the world. I don't want
any negative influence on my thinking. I'm working on a difficult
paper."
 
"Well, so far I sure haven't been able to influence you,"
Evan said. "Must be because I'm just a lightweight author
of fiction. Watch out for the old prophet though, Doc. He might
move you to spiritualism. Say, it could be that the old goat is
writing a masterpiece of prophetic poetry right now. Something
in a new Biblical style that'll make him remembered when we're
long forgotten."
 
Doc Steffax swallowed some coffee and took on a placid look.
"I've decided to go with you tomorrow, to visit the prophet.
He should be an interesting character. Not a logical character,
but an interesting one."
 
"Suit yourself, Doc," Evan said. "I hope you like
strong herbal tea and a gloomy future - the old devil never carries
any good news. He's more of an end-of-the-world prophet."
 
The north wind boxed the tops of the evergreens on the
southern slope of the mountain, but the shaking was only a paper
tiger beating a circle above what had been a clear, cold day on
the ground. The sun was beginning to set, and it was pouring bright-white
light through mottled bands of clouds on the horizon. Doc Steffax
turned his gaze from the cabin window and the south. He felt small,
as though he were a child. The bigger magic of the mountain towered
over his logic, and for a moment he'd considered the possibility
of a glory greater than behaviorism.
 
Evan's long blond hair shone with the light of sunset. His eyes
were liquid like the sky. He listened calmly as the old prophet
spoke. The prophet's dark brown eyes twinkled like the eyes of
a young man. A spirit seemed to be smiling behind his coarse gray
hair and leathery face. "Here is the prophecy: Every wrong
road to wisdom will be traveled. You," he said, pointing
to Evan," say we are what we enjoy. Doc Steffax says we are
what we do, but in no case are we what is called a self as it
is an illusion. Rather than answer your trick question directly
I will illustrate. When you belong to another, what does he own?
He owns what you do, he owns what you enjoy, he holds your soul
in chains, but he doesn't own what you think. He can't own that
without being you. Is it a simple illusion your master cannot
be? I think not. So the real question is not what you are; it
is - To whom do you belong? I have answered your question
with a question, which is fitting because if our inner being is
illusion, then so are all questions and answers. On Evan's other
point I have a straightforward answer: I don't live to feel and
enjoy the images of prophecy or images of anything else. I prophesy
because I live."
 
"I don't know exactly what you mean," Doc said. "Do
you think we belong to supernatural spirits and gain reality through
them?"
 
The prophet turned his gaze from the fireplace and gave Doc a
look of disbelief, then he dropped his bony body on a small rug
and sat cross-legged. He took a necklace of painted bones from
around his neck and stared ahead stonily as he held it in his
palms. "In clear ice I see your future. On a bitter night
Satan celebrates as the north wind. He rushes over a glacial land.
The moon is full above, by the fire below the child of the one
has become the baby of the other. Fate tests three men by confession.
In hope of deliverance they will confess to Satan. Doom comes
with the calling of his name."
 
The snow coating the lake was like a fine blue powder
in the soft twilight. Evan smiled elflike. "I see a vision,
Doc. You know who I see in it? I see our old prophet. He's placing
his magic bones in a drawer and taking out his reading spectacles,
and he's chuckling. He's chuckling at us and what a couple of
dopes we are to be taken in by his witch-doctor routine."
 
"I suppose so," Doc said. "When it comes to witch
doctors, picking out a fake is difficult. That's because the real
articles are also quacks. I got to hear a prophecy anyway, so
that's my money's worth. For now it's back to the books and my
paper. I've no more time for entertainment. I'll be seeing you
Saturday. I hope you won't be feeling argumentative."
 
As the winter days blew toward Saturday a deep, ruffled
blanket of snow thickened over the mountain and lake. On Friday
the south wind returned from oblivion and began a melt that smoothed
to ice with Saturday morning's hail. By Saturday evening the north
wind was howling like a wolf as it beat its paws along beneath
the rising full moon.
 
Evan's thoughts were drifting as he gazed out the cottage window
and listened to the wind tearing across the moon-bright sheets
of glare ice. "I wanted to be isolated, Doc, but if I'd known
the North Pole was shifting south I would've stayed in Toronto."
He remained at the window, hypnotized by the frozen world outside,
then, as he was about to turn away, he saw headlights flashing,
down on the county road. "A beat-up pickup is pulling in,
Doc. I bet it's someone on the wrong road to Boonfield Crossing,
like always."
 
The lights of the pickup switched off and a young long-haired
man got out in the moonlight. There were a couple of things about
him Evan didn't like - the desperate look on his face and the
speed at which he slid across the ice to the door.
 
When the door burst open and the man stepped in holding a Glock
pistol, Evan was sure he didn't like him.
 
. . . Evan decided he better do what he was told
and began to tie Doc's wrists and legs to the chair. Doc stared
straight ahead at the blunt barrel of the handgun and the young
man holding it. He studied the man carefully, noting his long
stringy hair, thin lips and icy blue eyes. Searching his thoughts,
Doc tried to find the right psychology for the situation, but
there was none - he felt like a powerless victim.
 
Evan smiled sweetly. "Come on, Danny. You say you've read
my work. If so you know I'm not the sort who would turn people
in."
 
Danny's street-hard face remained sullen. "I set out to
commit the perfect crime. It won't be perfect if there are witnesses
who can say I was in this neck of the woods. And famous witnesses
at that. Serves you right anyway, Evan. My shrink says my depraved
and callous attitude was helped along by your books."
 
Seeing an opportunity to seize control of the situation Doc loosed
his clenched teeth and spoke. "Your psychiatrist is correct,
Danny. But just like Evan helped you warp your mind I have the
power to help you heal it. You say you've commited a crime, we'll
take your word for it, but I don't believe in jail terms for people
who aren't responsible for what they do. I can treat you in secret
and really make you an acceptable person."
 
A log popped in the fireplace and Danny grinned evilly. "I
am a better person, Doc. I'm a graduate of one your behavior modification
schools. My shrink was against the treatment. He hates you more
than he does Evan. Before the modification I was a serial rapist.
Now I dispose of my victims. It was modification with a big M."
 
"How do you like that, Doc?" Evan said, amazed. "He's
more your baby than mine."
 
Doc's face switched from gray to red. "Can't you shut up
just for once, Evan!"
 
Danny held up his left hand as a command for silence. "You
see why my crime is perfect. It's because the cops will never
suspect me. I'm an angel who was made holy by divine Doc Steffax.
I am a bit confused though. Evan says I'm your baby, and you say
Evan warped me. It's funny because I remember saying I raped because
Satan was in me. One thing for sure is that I'm not responsible.
We all agree on that. And if I find out who is responsible - it's
curtains for him. How about you, Evan? You know Doc, and Satan
is a character in your novel Fall to Paradise. Which
one of you three is responsible for my crimes?"
 
Evan felt like he was looking down at himself from above. "Satan
is responsible," he said quietly.
 
"Satan," Danny said, his pupils dilating and his hands
shaking. "How about you, Doc - is it Satan?"
 
Doc remembered the prophecy and its mention of Satan, but he
wasn't capable of believing in anything supernatural. Danny looked
crazed enough to be tricked, so he decided to try it. "Yes,
Danny, Satan is responsible, and Satan is inside your head. You
will have to shoot him to get him out."
 
Danny's hands shook again, then he fired. The Glock cracked four
times, and the bullets struck Evan and Doc. "Now no witnesses
will see me kill Satan," Danny said. "Satan, I always
knew it was you."
 
The north wind howled then died down just after Danny pulled
the trigger on Satan.
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