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Burial © by Gary Morton 2,600 words
 
A moldered corpse was struggling to rise from the bottom of an
open grave, around him were tombstones, mud and slashing rain.
He was almost too frightened to flee, and he couldn't run from
this; if he didn't snuff it out and bury it he would be pursued
and destroyed.
 
His grip on the shovel was slippery, but he fought the terror,
determined to foil the conspiring dead. His hair sailed with spray,
his features were as wild and twisted as the wind. The thing came
up in a scrambling leap from the bottom of the grave and jammed
skeletal hands in the reddish graveside mud. He brought the shovel
down, cracking it against the wrists, and he continued swinging,
trying to knock it down. His clothes snapped in the tearing rain,
his motion frenzied like he was a hurricane-kicked scarecrow,
caught in a nightmare image of graves and gnarled black trees.
 
Its skull was as hard as stone and its neck ropes of blackened
muscle; he drove it back, inch by inch into the grave. A final
vicious blow and it fell, then he relaxed, feeling hot urine stream
down his leg. Lightning spidered and it came up again. Its face
was over the lip of the grave, and its stare had a hideous mesmerism
that iced his blood. It spit a bleeding tongue through splintered
teeth and swollen lips. Green ooze slid out of its smashed nose
and the maggot whites of its eyes rolled. Its forehead was a wall
of purple welts and it clawed the mud with torn hands, crawling
closer and closer.
 
A bony hand seized his ankle. Screaming, he kicked free, drove
the shovel into its shoulder and shoved it back over the lip of
the grave. Then he began to shovel mud on it, desperately hoping
to bury it before it came up again.
 
Jim awoke with a jolt, finding his bed rank with sweat.
And his waking wasn't much better than his dreaming. His thoughts
whirled, refusing to come clear, and he knew it was because of
the maggots squirming in his brain. He could feel them, a cancerous
pulp at the roots of his thoughts.
 
A somber and empty world was out the window -- slate skies and
mud. A rush of whispering blew across his mind like cobwebs spilling
from a point behind his forehead. The whole scene ran flat; shapeless
clay of a dead place, and in the underground the dead laughed
and convulsed. Indoors he was dry, his brain crumbling rot for
the maggots. Months ago the maggots had crawled in his ears, making
his brain a radio tuned to the channels of the dead. Months ago
the conspiracies of the dead had begun. It wasn't schizophrenia
that had set in . . . the others could believe that if they wanted,
but Jim knew better.
 
He dressed slowly, grim determination in his silent ways. Others
would have succumbed to the madness; they would already be screaming
in the streets. Yet Jim hadn't given in, and he didn't care about
madness. There was an enemy - the maggots and the dead - and he
struggled through each day, telling others nothing, looking weak
and pale as his life slowly faded.
 
A theatre-mask face, some fire above the dark orbits of the eyes,
looked back from the mirror, and over the inner frequencies he
could hear the appalled whispering of the dead. They moaned and
their moldered sinews snapped as they struggled against the cruel
earth. Forcing life into his face, he turned and prepared to leave
for work.
 
Clammy cold gripped him as he stepped outside. A clattering of
skeletons rode the wind. Not a good day for walking, but he had
to -- his Ford was possessed, an engine of the dead. If he got
behind the wheel it would steer him to one of the many accidents
about to happen. He was sure of it.
 
Without giving the car a second glance he crunched up the gravel
path to the rise. A graveyard was at the top, and more graveyards
were on the little hills that stretched like breasts of bloated
corpses into the city.
 
Fog tentacles crowned the trees, their movement poisonously slow.
Cold drizzle fell from scudding black clouds and the chill massaged
his muscles with fingers of icy misery. Today even the dead had
been numbed. It was on sunny days that they were most active,
forbidding him the pleasure of the light, tearing at his coffin-lid
skull with hands of splintered bone.
 
On the crest of the hill he met up with a shovel and an open
grave. Behind his forehead the maggots pulsed in a wavelength
of pain, and as he cringed it became wicked screaming. The dead
had opened the grave for him, he knew, and he stumbled away, down
toward a black ribbon of highway, hating them for their cruel
plans.
 
As he came to the fence a red Pontiac squealed around the corner
and slid to a halt. A burly man wearing a flannel hunting jacket
got out on the passenger side. Jim could see him clearly, his
silver earring, cunning face and strong neck. A Colt 2000 pistol
was stuffed in his belt.
 
"Agents of the dead," Jim thought as the Oriental driver
got out. "Poison!" the dead screamed in his head as
the driver threw a plastic bag full of fits into the ditch.
 
An argument ensued. Wind snatched away the voices and a branch
swung over the two men like a switch about to strike. The wind
picked up and its shriek found oblivion in an instant.
 
A raised fist from the Oriental caused his partner to go for
his gun. Three shots were fired, opening the man's chest and throwing
him to the ditch. The killer took a quick look around. Spotting
Jim in the graveyard he hurried to the fence.
 
Fortunately the fence was tall and made of black-painted iron.
Jim knew the killer would have a hard time getting over it in
the rain. Slugs popped through the bars as Jim slogged up the
hill. One thumped the mud by his feet, then he was safe behind
a tree.
 
"Bastard son of the dead!" Jim yelled from the hilltop.
 
Perhaps architects who built cobwebbed canyons like the
main sorting terminal were also tuned into the dead. Jim believed
that the dead worked through them in some way. Their factory hells
were built in anticipation of the end to come. "I must witness
with the eyes of the dead," Jim thought as he walked with
his pink slip to the payroll department. He was temporary and
had been terminated with a bunch of other guys when he'd arrived.
He figured on getting his severance and returning home. The voices
of the dead told him that one of the other guys was going to shoot
the office staff, and he didn't want to be around when it happened.
 
"We'll all be dead together," Jim said, startling some
of the office staff as he picked up his check. He left the post
office carrying the contents of his locker in a small shoulder
bag. Some of the union boys watched him pass. They had years of
yellow postal dust in their wrinkles, and mickeys in their pockets
that made dingy rooms rosy and bright. Jim saw the maggot whites
of their eyes and knew they were pawns of the dust that had buried
them. They thought they were safe and secure, but they were dead.
 
Strolling down the rain-slicked streets he looked for a suitable
restaurant. A deli and a cafeteria were the only places he could
afford. He settled on the cafeteria because it was brighter, but
once inside he was disappointed. Orange plastic seat covers and
nicotine-stained walls, the place was as decrepit as the thoughts
of its rotting patrons. He ordered a clubhouse and let his eyes
follow the waitress as he sipped his coffee. Teased blond hair,
black net stockings and a short skirt; she was an angel of sluts.
The sort of sleazy dream queen he used to date. Lately he'd been
reduced to voyeurism, since sex was impossible with the dead screaming
under the floorboards. The dead hated sex, and he could see it
in people -- in their hang-ups and desire to bury sex under the
floorboards with the dead. He figured you had to be somewhat perverse
or else you were in the clutches of the dead.
 
 
Dense mist rolled over the rail yards and beaded on his
face, wet as tears in a city where sorrow is forgotten and rust
remembered. Ahead were the hills, their patchwork of tombstones,
and the low angry sky. The coffee in his stomach was the day's
only warm glow, and it helped to distance him from the sighs of
the dead.
 
Early afternoon and the inclement weather made for an empty road.
He followed the white line, feeling ghost bodies of fog brush
past him. He was prepared to turn into the brush as soon as he
spotted the police. He hadn't reported the murder, like everything
else he kept it secret, but he assumed a graveyard worker or a
motorist would've discovered the body by now.
 
There were no police or signs of life, just gloom, and it carried
him on dreamlike, to the scene of the shooting. Arriving at the
ditch, he found no corpse, and he guessed that the dead had already
pulled it under.
 
A corpse gurgled in his head and he realized that he shouldn't
have returned. Turning away he saw a flash of red and jumped.
The thunder took his heart and he almost collapsed from the shock.
It was the Pontiac, parked under a willow across the road. A blurred
face hung behind the rain-streaked windshield. He was sure it
was the killer and he seemed to be on the nod.
 
"The rotten junkie," Jim thought as he moved to a spot
where there was a crawl space under the fence. He was just slipping
through to safety when the wind gusted and the trees creaked like
a thousand opening coffins. The killer burst out of his car and
staggered, a needle still hanging from his arm. Jim knew the dead
had roused him, and at first the junkie sloshed clumsily through
the puddles like he was a zombie. His face showed bruise-blue
amid a wash of mist, and his lethargy swiftly became athletic
prowess as he charged for the fence and Jim.
 
The killer got under the fence and the race was on as he chased
Jim up the hill. At the top the wind was howling out of a rictus
of sky, and in Jim's ears it was the mad raving of the dead.
 
A muffled crack and a chunk of bark flew off a tree, causing
Jim to duck lower as he stumbled on the squishy turf. He moved
on toward the open grave and the shovel.
 
Reaching the grave, Jim leapt over it to the mound of earth and
the shovel on the far side. Something flashed in his mind; he'd
just seen a body sprawled at the bottom of the open grave -- a
corpse with an Oriental face.
 
Grabbing the shovel and crouching behind the mound, he watched
the killer jog the last few yards up. A mad grin was pasted on
his vulpine face; brilliant junkie confidence was in his eyes,
death was in his soul. Without hesitation he leapt over the grave
to the top of the mound, planning on plugging Jim with a close
shot before he could run or hit him with the shovel.
 
But the damp earth slipped under his heels. He fired in the air
as he fought for his balance and Jim caught him square in the
face with the shovel, sending him tumbling to the bottom of the
grave.
 
Forks of lightning shattered the sky and a close one ripped
into an oak tree. The blow split it like a cannon shot, showering
down rain and branches. Thunder boomed, more debris hit the ground,
and he knew it was the nightmare rising to possess him again.
 
A killer was struggling to rise from the bottom of the open grave,
so he could murder him and leave him to rot amid the evil cackling
of the dead. Jim ground his teeth, knowing he couldn't run from
this . . . if he didn't snuff the monster out and bury him he
would be pursued and destroyed.
 
His grip on the shovel was slippery, but he fought the terror,
determined to foil the conspiring dead and their helper.
 
Jim's hair and face were wild enough to be the howl behind the
wind. The killer came up in a scrambling leap from the bottom
of the grave and sank bleeding hands into the black mud. Jim brought
the shovel down, a hard bash, and he continued swinging hysterically.
His clothes snapping from gusts of wind and frenzied movement
like he was a hurricane-kicked scarecrow, dancing with a mock
shovel by a grave.
 
The killer's head was as hard as stone and his neck like steel
cables, but Jim drove him back, inch by inch into the grave. A
final vicious blow and he fell. Jim heard him hit the bottom and
felt hot urine stream down his leg.
 
Lightning sheeted the sky with orange neon and the killer came
up again. His face was over the lip of the grave, and the hideousness
of it was paralyzing. Green ooze slid out of the smashed nose
and a gory tongue stabbed through splintered teeth and split lips.
The forehead was a wall of purpling welts, the eyes rolled to
maggot white, and he clawed the mud with bleeding hands . . .
 
. . . And this time the nightmare didn't end, the thing crawled
all the way out of the grave; it was grasping for him blindly
as it crawled around the mound. Jim shivered, dropped the shovel
and fell weeping to his knees. A face like a slab of red meat
with an eye hanging in jelly came up close, and the thing panted
and slobbered reddish vomit like a dying beast.
 
A beast that was stone blind and crazed; it crawled around Jim,
then it went up the mound and slipped over into the grave, leaving
only a smear in the mud.
 
. . . with each shovelful of mud the voices of the dead
grew weaker, and when Jim was finished he heard only the rushing
wind. A pleasing sound that covered the dead like leaves and dust.
He felt a fire burn itself out in his blood and he was left refreshingly
empty. There weren't many recent memories. What was he doing here,
some crazy thing to make peace with the dead? "No matter,"
he thought, because he had no more time for morbid things. He
was sure there was something better. Before the schizophrenia
he'd been alone, so he had no life to reclaim. Now that the madness
was gone, he walked away and for the first time in a long time
found comfort in the storm.
 
  The End. |